a cry from a sinner

My aim in life to be a better muslim
I try my best to be an obedient mu’min
But im haunted of my past sins
My strengths are slim and so, again my life dims
I want to follow the sunnah
And I don’t want to depart from the ummah
But lonely nights are hard to fight
And satan makes it desirous and then im lost in sight
My heart yearns for the creaters help
I raise my hands to allah to guide me because im in distress
Pray to him to illuminate my heart
To make me pious and millions of others who are in this struggle and fight