I Gotta Decision In The Makin'

I wonder what it'll be like
To find the one I dream of
To that one man I'll surrender my love
And inshallah there'll be no push come to shove
The first man to hold my hand
For him I won't misunderstand
With him will it feel like a fantasy land?
I got a decision in the makin'
Give one man a heart worth breakin'?
Is this a risk that I'll be takin?
The man I first kiss
The first to touch my heart like this
Forever and always I stay only his
His hand and my hand would perfectly fit
To our love I'd give my all and commit
Never leave me feeling alone he would admit
Telling myself have a go at it
Will this romance ever be lit?
I got a decision in the makin'
Give one man a heart worth breakin'?
Is this a risk that I'll be takin?
The man my family first accept
The one man they believe should be kept
What if someone tries to intercept?
I wonder what this man in mind would expect
Do I allow him to make every attempt?
Maybe the first man to wrap his arms around me
And say "I'll protect"
On his list is respect unchecked?
Should I give in if he says Im past perfect
Let me reflect
I got a decision in the makin'
Give one man a heart worth breakin'?
Is this a risk that I'll be takin?
Maybe I should try and flirt
I mean afterall it couldn't hurt
Or will starting something between us
End up in the dirt
If it gets cold, would this man hand me his sweatshirt?
Should every move we make be on alert?
Does this one man deserve my comfort?
Even though I should give him my support
I got a decision in the makin'
Give one man a heart worth breakin'?
Is this a risk that I'll be takin?
I don't want no cinderella story
I know I'm not no princess
But how do I know if I can give a man access?
I have alot of questions but Im not brainless
And I hope this man has feelings and isn't emotionless
Day by day I think of this man
Night by night I dream of this man
I can't wait for the day to see this man
But then again
I got a decision in the makin'
Give one man a heart worth breakin'?
Is this a risk that I'll be takin?

Susie A.