Submitted by : milgamohamud on Strugle

I try to cut my past off
I try hard enough to forget
Walk away like I'm ruined.
Walk away like I'm defeated.
I try to cry
But, it doesn't work.
Felt like I was beaten
Felt like I was taken
But,I try to conquer and hide my pain.
I was unwelcomed here
I was hated over there
Was different here,
Affording company, closeness.
In the eyes, a once-clear oceanic blue
Wavered under water
Tears telling torrid truths
I couldn’t face
Like the glowering image in the mirror
Of compensation ,delusion.

I see myself sitting on concrete steps
That lead down to the dew-laden garden.

But the bite of air couldn’t lift the sorrow
Rejection hurt
Wrenches deep
Emotion that we can't deny...
The voices that circles around us
The horrors that we are terrified from.
The truth is immortality
I can't lie
I have to be honest
My emotions are trying to deny
But,my actions are to be relyed on.
My sympathy is a shared feeling
My compassion is my affinity
Harmony and fondness is my alliance
Emotions that we can't deny are agitation...
I can't shed my past off
It will be hard enough to bare
I'll forget
I will not remember
My emotions can't deny...