Submitted by : Miss_Sofia on Think

Its a nightmare the thought alone makes me paralysed she is the most perfect gift yet the biggest lose if I lost her

Mind is blank my heart ate it self up because it can't take the sounnd of my soul weeping out
Fear is an emotion that gives me goosebumps. Feels like I been put in a freezer like I have no respond

Reaching out my hand hoping if they could hold on. Hoping that these winks of mine take me back to my bed all peaceful like nothing is wrong

I fear so much that just by not fearing I would give up my organs$ literally. So I can watch her face quitely oh do I wish that she could live on internally its like my breath has been taken away I'm slowly crying for the

Grieving just by the thought
Of loosing her so I sit thinking what would happen if it happend would I weep away even tho its a sin
Would I go astray because I simply
Can not come to terms that she passed away

I stand up and hope that this fear is just thought that will hopefuly never come by! I hold on to her never show her what I'm thinking but miss her even tho I just kissed her! I just left her but coming back to her about to leave me is a sad sad terrible feeling that will forever haunt me

I ask allah to keep her sweet and young for these fears of mine eat away my strength I'm done
Its a fear I won't let come to my mind again because allah knows best and what he planned I can not go against

For now I shall live to serve and love her till mine and her last breath and I won't think nothing less I love her dearly!
Its obvious that you can see this clearly


I can not stop talking about the queen that has raised me its a shame that most people in this world can not praise the

Its true that some of our mothers are not what we wanted bUt we got them n should not think less of dem we should help dem altho we get a lot of stress of dem

I am sleepless I am speechless I am her daughter and she is my mother and that is a conection I can not avoid so hello! To the mothers out there who living there life as troy! Strive to survive struggle to keep their youngsters alive

Oh sweet mother don't go
Oh sweet mother I don't wanna let go oh sweet mother
I wish you stayed forever young
But you being young will let u c
Hw may loved ones ending their journey

You being young will let you see the deception and lies of this crooked system! Mamaaa I don't want u ever 2 b a victim


If only you could be blind to sadness and pain sorrow and grief! If you could not c dese emotions at all ohhhhhh wot an relief!

If I could give u happyness wealth and joy islam umma and a lot of roses if I could give u love and harmony as gifts I would just do that so your humble ssoul could enjoy all that

I love you
For your heart is a diamond
And your eyes are the most beautiful things to look at
Because u kno so much and
To listen all day I would just do that


Its a shame I seem to acknowledge and love you more and more today
Its a shame its a shame

Because I missed out on you
Always chassing what I thought was better then you

I confess not many would do that
But I understand now life is a test
Oh I can go on and on because the love of hoyo macaan is unconditional! Never ending
I see how she's so willing n never giving up I don't believe in luck
Her being my mother was ment to b oh dear god please keep hoyo sweet for me