Submitted by : Wayfarer on Romantic

For Your Sake Only..(2)

I know what my duties and obligations are to You Dear Lord
Foolish mistakes I surely cannot afford
So how could just one gaze
Put me in such a daze
But
The day she walked through that door
Even though I turned my eyes to the floor
I knew the noor emitting from within
Could only be from a source Unseen
So many women around me
Flashing smiles and batting their eyelashes
So easy to just get them to carry out all my wishes
But my heart has always stopped me
My mind tells me to stay away from this sister
But how do I resist her
Her purity draws me like a magnet
I am probably not up to her standard
She could even get very offended
Should I talk to her wali?
Or
Is my heart just being silly?
Is her refreshing innocence just an act?
Is her righteousness a fact?
A trick from Shaitan to make temptation attack?
Gotta keep myself in check
Ya Allah guide through this – You show me the way
If she be good for me and my deen
Then make it easy for me
Otherwise turn her away from me
and
Make me contented with Your decree
Whatever happens don’t let this believer lose his humility
I accept that You know what’s best for me
Please preserve me
Ameen