Submitted by : Miss_Sofia on Strugle

i can keep a way but i dont want to
i don't wanna go astray but i can not help myself
sometimes i just want too

i dont wanna hurt you.
i dont wanna live this life
i dont wanna do more bad deeds
i just wanna live a pious life

dont ask me why i do this
i dont have a answer
i wanna do what you do
i wanna dedicate prayers to my master

i just wanna yet i cant
how sick is that? its an illness
i can not look beyond
I scream out god god god i want to pray!
help me please as i drop tears i dont wanna go astray
this dunya is pulling me away
this dunya wants me to go astray
this dunya is nothing i know
why are the most badest things more prettier then gold?

Take your gold i just collect the copper looking real life
take your diamond i will accept mud looking clothes. It only looks this way because i am thinking of the gold. Hell looks exciting and fun... I wanna go astray so badly sometimes i feel like i want to run

Listen to music that make me wanna stand up
listen to ma girls that makes me wanna dance non stop
do so much yet when it comes to the little things god asks me
i cant help but Mess up! some how i can not do what he asks
Astagfurla? how silly is it ay?

Thank you god for not making me turn out this way
I thank you got for making me believe
Alhamdulilah you made me achieve
now my heart feels at peace
now my mind feels at eaze
now the prayers i rejected are the prayers i accept
i love you with all my heart and not to think this way
before i seriously regret

THIS HARD LIFE WE FACE IS A TEST
KEEP IT UP I SWEAR TO GOD THER IS NOTHING BETTER
NOTING MORE .. THE FAKNESS OF THIS LIFE WAS A BLURR
ISLAM IS THE PATH I TRUELLY ADORE THANK UUU XXX
Allah is the greatest