Submitted by : Wayfarer on Think

I’ll Keep Knocking…

I look back at my life
And
I feel ashamed
I bow down in prayer
My mind a million miles away
Yet
Unable to overcome the feeling that precious time is fleeting
But Still …
Being so weak and helpless
I am sinful in so many ways
Seen and unseen
Known and unknown
How do I bow down to You, knowing this, Ya Alimu?
For You have given me so many blessings in my life
And I …
Have been only ungrateful and discontented
An insignificant speck
What face do I show You, Ya Matinu?
The urge to just block it out and turn away so strong
But
That would be the worst kind of wrong…
Shaytan’s deceptive sing-song
For
I know it is You who love to forgive
So
Please forgive me, Ya Allah
For as long as there is hope of Your Infinite Mercy
I’ll keep on knocking at Your Door….