Submitted by : nuphure on Poem Stories

(EXTRACTED FROM A TRUE STORY OF A PROUD REVERT TO ALLAH.A REVERT, NOT OF A NON-MUSLIM, BUT OF A SO-CALLED MUSLIM TO ALLAH)
A RIVER TO CROSS, IN FRONT OF ME
BUT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SWIM
I HAVE NO OPTION LEFT, U SEE
I HAVE TO CROSS, THAT’S MY DESTINY
I HAVE LEFT MY STORY TO DEVINE
AND HE WON’T LET ME DOWN, AS “HE” IS “HE”
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
I KNOW IT’S DEEP, DARK, COLD, HOSTILE, BUT…
CAN’T GO BACK, THAT’S MORE PAINFUL, U SEE
ONLY ONE WAY IS LEFT BEHIND
TO JUMP AND REACH THE OPPOSITE COAST
“DO OR DIE”, THAT’S WHAT IN MY MIND
EITHER I WILL REACH THERE SOONER
OR I WILL REACH THERE LATER
IT DOESN’T MATTER, WHEN IT WILL BE
BUT IN EITHER CASE IT WILL BE(INSHA ALLAH)
IN ANY CASE THAT WILL NOT BE MY DEFEAT
A RIVER TO CROSS, IN FRONT OF ME
BUT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SWIM
I HAVE NO OPTION LEFT, U SEE
I HAVE TO CROSS, THAT’S MY DESTINY
I HAVE LEFT MY STORY TO DEVINE
AND HE WON’T LET ME DOWN, AS “HE” IS “HE”
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SWIM, BUT I WILL TRY
NOT EVERYBODY KNOWS EVERYTHING
I M JUST LIKE THEM
JUT IS THE CASE WITH ME
BUT I WILL NOT QUIT
HOW CAN I, WHEN ALLAH IS WITH ME?
FALLING, ALWAYS MAKES U LEARN
BUT U HAVE TO GET UP
TO APPLY WHAT U LEARN
TO SHOW WHAT’S IN U AND ME
A RIVER TO CROSS, IN FRONT OF ME
BUT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SWIM
I HAVE NO OPTION LEFT, U SEE
I HAVE TO CROSS, THAT’S MY DESTINY
I HAVE LEFT MY STORY TO DEVINE
AND HE WON’T LET ME DOWN, AS “HE” IS “HE”
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
I M NOT COWARD, HAVE NO FEAR
I M BRAVE, I M UNIQUE, I M MUSLIM…
U KNOW I HAVE PASSED A DARK TIME…
A TIME OF IGNORANCE, BLINDNESS, FEAR, IDLENESS
HOW I FORGOT ALLAH’S MERCY? I DON’T KNOW
THAT’S SO DISGUSTING, SO ABSURD, U SEE
A RIVER TO CROSS, IN FRONT OF ME
BUT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SWIM
I HAVE NO OPTION LEFT, U SEE
I HAVE TO CROSS, THAT’S MY DESTINY
I HAVE LEFT MY STORY TO DEVINE
AND HE WON’T LET ME DOWN, AS “HE” IS “HE”
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
THAT’S IS HIS MERCY, HE OPENED MY EYES
SO I WILL NOT LOSE, NEVER AGAIN
COZ I M TRYING LEVEL BEST AND
“LAISA LIL INSANA ILLA MA SA AA”
“MAN GETS FOR WHAT HE TRIES”
SO I WILL TRY, TRY, TRY UNTIL I DIE
A RIVER TO CROSS, IN FRONT OF ME
BUT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SWIM
I HAVE NO OPTION LEFT, U SEE
I HAVE TO CROSS, THAT’S MY DESTINY
I HAVE LEFT MY STORY TO DEVINE
AND HE WON’T LET ME DOWN, AS “HE” IS “HE”
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
I KNOW ABOUT THIS HOSTILE WORLD
INVOLVED IN A WAR AGAINST ME
MAYBE SOMETHING UNUSUALL HAPPENS
APPEARING AS MY DEFEAT
BUT THAT’S NOT TRUE
THAT’S NOT DEFEAT, IF PROPERLY U SEE
DEFEAT IS WHEN U FALL, WHEN U LOSE HOPE
WHEN U BECOME WEAK & FRIGHTENED
I WILL NOT SUURRENDER TO THE CIRCUMSTANCES
AND U ALL WILL SEE!!!!!!!!!!
A RIVER TO CROSS, IN FRONT OF ME
BUT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SWIM
I HAVE NO OPTION LEFT, U SEE
I HAVE TO CROSS, THAT’S MY DESTINY
I HAVE LEFT MY STORY TO DEVINE
AND HE WON’T LET ME DOWN, AS “HE” IS “HE”
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
I HAVE CHOSEN MY WAY
I KNOW IT’S THE ONLY RIGHT WAY
ALREADY HAVE LOSED MUCH, NOT AGAIN
CAN’T BEAR THAT PAIN AGAIN
SO HAVE TO FOLLOW THAY WAY, IN ANYWAY
I WILL NOT WEEP, WILL NOT LOSE HEART
PEOPLE ARE NO ONE TO DECIDE ABOUT MY WAY
I HAVE DECIDED, THAT’S WHAT I SAY
A RIVER TO CROSS, IN FRONT OF ME
BUT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SWIM
I HAVE NO OPTION LEFT, U SEE
I HAVE TO CROSS, THAT’S MY DESTINY
I HAVE LEFT MY STORY TO DEVINE
AND HE WON’T LET ME DOWN, AS “HE” IS “HE”
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
AND FOR ALL THIS I NEED NOTHING BUT ALLAH
SUBMITTING MY WILL TO “HIM”
TO RASOOL ALALAH SAWW, NOW I WILL NOT BETRAY
I HAVE PERFECTLY DECIDED MY WAY
I M WELL AWARE OF DIFFICULTIES OF THE WAY
BUT THE MOST DIFFICULT ONE HAS PASSED AWAY
THAT IS; REALIZATION, WAKING MYSELF UP
ALHAMDULILLAH, FOR MY STRENGTH BACK UP
A RIVER TO CROSS, IN FRONT OF ME
BUT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SWIM
I HAVE NO OPTION LEFT, U SEE
I HAVE TO CROSS, THAT’S MY DESTINY
I HAVE LEFT MY STORY TO DEVINE
AND HE WON’T LET ME DOWN, AS “HE” IS “HE”
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME
THAT’S THE STORY OF ME