Submitted by : matin on Poem Stories

every once in a while some will see me cry,some will only say they see me smile,it is painful always when tear came by,excuses made just to fill a lie,so no one would really know why did i cry,even in tears i tried to always smile,not giving a chance for it to fill my eyes,yet even in laughter it came in surprise,always wonder and not knowing why,is it that i fail or did i not try,or is it just a fight or is just chance...

i search and wonder in night and day,trying to figure why is it this way,until a time i sat at bay,realizing that it is not me that cry,knowing now why i cry even when i smile,why even in laughter i cry,why tears always be by my side,for it is my soul that is who cry,wanting for me to realize...

i seek what i see foresee what i think i may need,filling and planning on things that are taught by greed,feeling happy while my soul is in grieve,being bound and enslaved thinking i was free,not a day that past for how it seems,to achieve all those that i was to seek,for now i know what my tears mean to me,the grieve my soul had pass on to me,i will have to fight to be free,and not wonder more what my tears want from me...


lost in the darkness yet i try to extinguish,the shed of light that try to guide me,but now i know not what i should seek,but it is to whom that i should seek,i thank and smile now not in grieve,my tears still flow and fills my eyes,yet not for grieve but the fear of being deceived,..