Submitted by : omgsusie on Strugle

Sometimes I just dont know
If I should give up and let everything go
My Pain keeps its flow and struggle outgrows
My worries shed tears
I write to Allah all my fears
And I bite my lips to let everyone know how I feel
After all those who I put my trust in and told me "Im here with you"
In contrast, they left my heart in a cast; broken and fragile
Shattered and scattered all over the floor
No one said sorry for what they did to me
How I feel so alone
They all used and abused me to get the "latest news"
Thier here to play games,Im here to protect my family name
This is a sense of shame
How dear they tell lies to make me look at the very worst
Theyve seen what I've went through
Im alone.
Ya Allah, everything feels like dejavu
I wakeup to stress and despair, Fall asleep into my pillow full of tears
Tears that are unknown, tears that are alone
Alone. Im alone.
Ive never had someone of my very own
Ive never had a hand to hold
Im alone? Not alone...
Allah, please take my heart
So that way no one can break it
and when you have seen that Ive fullygrown
Give it to the man who seeks you to find me
Allahs with me, Im not alone
Im not alone
Allahs with me
stay with me
dont ever leave me
stay with me...
.....stay with me ya Allah


Susie A.