Submitted by : tearfull on Strugle

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Every second every minuet theres another sin in it
but how will i turn it around how will i spin it
the fact that this life that im living has me livid
having been in a trial after trial will i win it
Will i be lifted above the clouds
or thrown ten feet under coz im already sinking,

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but i wana make it after the trumpet sounds
so an anchor in the ground i am digging
so i can stop and start thinking,
that every single action i must start justifying
even this niqab on my face, got me terryfiying
the rest of the world while my drive is intensifying,
i want to carry on want to keep on fighting

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but im weak at the knees as you see
i find it hard to breathe
every time i try to percieve
one day My Lord will bring out my book of deeds,
in which hand will it be recieved,
but is this reality really hittting me
so i must turn back to the Qur'an and Hadeeths
in order to pay heed with utmost sincerity.

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Ya Rabbi Ya Rabbi Ya Rabbul Alameen
forgive me forgive me and the muslimeeen
grant us the strength and courage and acurracy
in order that we may learn and love to spread this deen
so we can rectify the state of this ummah
and the world can be restored back to peace
let change come with every breath that we breath
let our tongue be moist with Your rememberence
and with it let our hearts be at ease

Ameen Ameeen Thuma Ameen.