Submitted by : Miss_Sofia on Death

I don't wanna leave this earth not yet
oh Allah you are the all seeing you never forget
oh Allah you are most merciful i swear to god i do regret

I may not follow as much as i should.. that why i feel upset
scared at the fact of meeting you .. out of fear but even more out of shame meeting the creator that has giving me everything that there is to gain..

I drop tears... of worry .. thinking i need to be in a hurry i need to do my best i need to be honest to my self and realize that who knows i may not have much time left

I love to meet you i really do.. but not in this state
i pray to god that he gives me more time
i pray to god that he does not mind..
i hope that good sees my heart
See how it bumps for the sake of you
see how my mind is constantly thinking of only you
Oh Allah surely you put good and evil on this earth
oh Allah to test how much we love you and i swear to god
it really hurts too look back on my childhood days
not accept what you provided and thinking less of our Muslim ways. I wish you could take me back one more time
I would of wore the hijaab all the time
i would of prayed all my salaah i swear i would of dedicated
each penny to zakka. I would of dressed more sensible
see i would not have been repenting so much. =(
I would of walked away when tunes were played
i would of listen to nasheeds then rhyming to a beat.
i would of done so much allah swt wallah i would
sometimes i wonder... oh how much of a thunder i am under.


You are the creator of the universe
do not disown me if you already did
then i accept this curse
you alone i follow and you alone i ask for guidance
shine upon me your light and make me brighter interms of knowledge
make me seek for prayer and sunnah ways...
may i be followed and may i follow others that follow you

Oh allah spare me more time.. so i can dedicate more to you

Insha allah