Submitted by : Miss_Sofia on Think

=) I whistle as the day goes by... 0_o I am sorry if i F*cked up mama I am just trying to live life, You trying tell me to do better .. I am trying run away and deny.. The truth is mama You always taught me from wrong and right Yet its not your fault i been a screw up i cached that from my other side. I know you trying raise me and i know you trying your hardest one day insha allah ima make u happy i know i may not be the smartest. I know theirs alot you passed on and i got it in my brain The way you cook and say meaningful things to get me through the day.

Then you cuss me only because you want me to get better
then you show me your ruthless side tell me to earn on my jz
n i screw up.. but its you who should feel fed up
I know i am a woman now and its my duty to back you up
kick back lay down let me pamper you
treat you how you treated me

Tables turn Mamma its my turn
I know i got alot to learn
In your eyes im still the little girl
who you brought into this world
in my eyes your the universe and i know we fall out
and i act like i don't care... I give up my life
just to see you smile ! chop of a foot if it could make you walk faster again
chop up my arms for you if it meant you could do more things again
Probs give you my back so you can move more better. Ask god if he could make you twenty years younger so i take your age and become 20 years older See i would do that for you...

I would giive you my heart since you might think
your little girl has gone astray Mamma don't you see the changes i make
I know a lot of people do it for their mothers sake but i do it only because
its the muslim way ... Its obvious you want me to repent and live the salafi way
I know god gave you only me as your only daughter and about 5 other sons
you wont have to worry about me no more mama real talk when i say i am done
i am done... I dont wanna be chillin in the streets no mo
i wanna cook clean and do what you say ! i wanna do it the proper way
so insha allah you me and our brothers can meet after dunya some day?

Close your eyes whiles i am away since i gave you my heart it means
that it beats for you everyday. I know i Ain been a good girl i hope that you can forgive my ways
I know my brothers ain been the kindest but we all down and listen because you love us
and think nothing less of us. The world chats but you still untill today cook and act as if we infants
allways got our backs. The love of a mother is something i can not experience the struggle my mother went through to get us in a place thats better then before

She been a mother and a father plus a family and a friend! all that in one
what more do i need in the end... All i can do is try be in my mamas good books
so i pray to allah to keep her safe... Hope that mama also prays so she could feel less stressful and the mind eating nervs wont contaminate constantly make mama wanna hit a nerve. Vexed so quick that she stressin again... Takin medicine whiles i know all she needs to do is pray and surrend i understand mama ...that you fed up and as bad as it gets you want an end..? but please hold it down for a little bit longer I know you can do this because your the only mama that understands & is mentally stronger then i and the world

sometimes i wish i could be Cleopatra ... I would write your name on Egypt and give it away ..as a gift of thank you

sometimes i wish i could be Mad Mulla, Make 1 nation stand in front of you and say you see this army they represent only 1you

Then i would go Holland and give you the field of flowers and say you see this mamma this is only one glimpse of kindness that you do...

I would gave you more then just words,... Prayers everyday and night Study so hard so that insha allah you wont have to work late night =) I Do appreciate what you do that's why i say a trillion

Thank you