Submitted by : elifbathaje on Strugle

Living in this world, of two minds
One mind is created by the evil from the society
The other one is the mind of my own, my nature, my reality
The true me
How can this be
Being depresed,don't knonw where to go,to who from where do I find my humanity
I am human
I need some company
I need to stay fitted, some will reject me and some will stay with me.
Although I even choose to reject everybody somethimes
I shut myself into my own world
The issue is that those who reject me for trying to fitt are those who are the true ones, and those who stay with me are lost if not more then me
I know I need true friends who will help me in this deen, but at the very same time I have to stay educated? In the "sick" system of school, here I do not find friends
What am I suppose to do in this unworthy society
Everything is so wrong, it diskust me
I wish the worlds society was based on islamic rules, indeedly it would be easyer to be muslim and at the very same time educate myself
All my respekt goes to muslims that are in this system of school that realy has "bad" aspects and still ignoring those morbid things u see in school and still manage to keep on in school with ur head up high and proud of being a muslim!
Islam is the perfect order.