Submitted by : 24k_road on Death

I want to die today
Then live to see the dawn 
Then see after my death when im gone who miss's me
Who carried me to that dark hole in the ground the cemetery
An I thank all thoes who honerd me carried me an burried me 

Then I will see who rememberd me 
 all thoes poets that use to hang with me
After my death forgot me an wrote nothing  of me 
A person felt sad about me cuz he was traveling
An a close person backstabed me when he saw my dead body dangling 
A person acts as if his tear can't fall 
And a person can't stop his falling tears if it's me he recall 
Who amogst my famley was at the cemetary? 
Who prayed for me and asked the almighty  for mercy?
Who gave to chairty on behalf of me?
An who's hart jumps knowing he can no longer touch or see me?
Who becuse of me is all night awake?
An who after 3 days left cuz staying he couldent take?  
Who cleans my room an stacks neat my books
Crys an hugs my picture when he looks?  
Yallah I hope all the feelings I haven't forgot
Yallah I hope I don't stop at a crashing thought 
I'm afraid age will pass an I would be loseing 
 an if my soul flys from me
 It's wourthless to be wishing
I'm afraid a time will come when Crazy time makes me 
If the earth spins an my life just brakes me
An since this life has become a showoff to bling
Everybody does whut he wants an about his desires he sings 
The stress is full an the sadness is to many an daily 
An my wound is the only thing that truly love me
I'm alive an dead between past an present 
An the keys of patince I lost in this planit 
Just look an leave me to build my sadness
Poor me can you belive I'm so missed by my happyness
A poet but A poet that's not me 
I just want to die today cuz I'm tierd of me
    A poet but A poet that's not me 
I just want to die today an be done with me