Waiting...I need help

Waiting for my life to begin
waiting for my sorrows to end
Loving life is great you see
but getting mix in it is bad for me.

Waiting for life to begin I sit at the grave
asking Allah, how to be a better slave
to much drama, I need you to help me
talk to them, talk to me....

Anything can happen now life, death
joy, sorrow
even if you dont see it coming Allah will help right?
If I ask right?

Thank you Allah for helping me
letting me see the light you left with me
get me out of that grave
bring me somewhere nice with no haze
Thank you Allah for helping me
my second life im happy to see
now im glad it just you and me.